Long Lost Friend.

Starring at my keyboard....hoping something will hit me that I really want to write about. I tried to ask people on facebook..."tell me what my next post should be about for my blog." But did anyone try to help? NO. I've begun to notice the lack of caring with "friends" after you graduate high school.  I realize you move on and people move, literally, but I was always told friends are forever. I have a couple friends that I still talk to and I wasn't even that close with them back then, but I still love them all the same. I'll tell you who I was really close with all through high school...my best friend. No, I'm not saying his name because I don't want to. No, I will not tell you if you ask. Him and I went through hell and emerged still very close when I finally graduated. Yeah, we had our fights here and there but who doesn't. It is amazing how people can change you though.  I know first hand. My ex changed me while we were together and then changed me again when he left me. Neither were for the good but that's all in the past. Anyways, him and I don't talk anymore; for a number of reasons but they all stem from one little, tiny issue..... his girlfriend changed him. (Sometimes, it's for the better, but sometimes....it's something worse) I'm not the only one to notice and I know that for a fact but I seem to be the only one affected by it. The last words he tole me were that I should come down from my high horse. If anything I suppose I do put myself a little higher but I was thinking maybe a pony but definitely not a high horse. I do suppose I am a little blunt sometimes but this is the real world, no one is going to sugar coat life for you so why should I? Well now there is no communication whatsoever. I don't really care about being his friend as long as he is with her because it's just not a good, healthy relationship anyways and once again, I'm not the only one who knows this.  I did try to contact him while I was visiting in Georgia and was warned by another friend to be careful because he is so different now, who knows what he would do. But alas I got no reply so I figured he wanted to be immature about it. I'm not afraid of him at all. He would never physically hurt me...he couldn't....no matter how mad or upset he got at me he literally would never let himself. Yet...he can say any hurtful thing he wants. So lesson learned children......don't ever let anyone change you. If you want to make changes...make sure it is what you want to do...not at the mercy of others.

PeAcE <3