Big things come in small packages =)

I have decided that I'm sick of people judging so harshly. I work At Books A Million, I realize I may not make 5 or 6 figures a year like you but i like my job and that is definitely more than I can say for you. Why is it that people come into my store and think that they shouldn't waste manners on me? Well, guess what assholes, if it wasn't for us you would be able to find your precious books you just HAVE to have. So....on my rant for making people see me for who I really am; I decided to tell you every single thing about me whether it is significant or it just pops into my head. Plus, I've needed to write for a week or so now.
As you already know...the names Kaitlyn Nicole Newkirk. I love my middle name; I do wish my first name was Alexandria b.c I do have a secret obsession with it but I think I look like a Kaitlyn.=) I am 20 years old...I turn 21 in October and I am kind of excited, honestly, I could be more excited but eh. Something a lot of my friends think is gross is that I looooooooooove pickles,( if you make a sexual joke out of that I will delete you b.c I'm sick of them) I also love pickle juice...I think it's delicious. I am about 5'2" and am very self conscious about my weight. When you go from being in amazingly good shape from cheerleading for 6 years to not even having steps in your house you lose an ample amount of your muscle and it's hard as hell to get back. I have an addiction to cigarettes and tattoo's, but I haven't had a cigarette in almost 7 months and it fucking sucks but I don't because a lot of people of would be disappointed in me. I know that I could just have one and then not tell anyone but I'm not good at lying or keeping secrets. As for the tattoo thing...please don't tell me I shouldn't; trust me I value your opinion...usually. Not with this, it's a complete and utter waste of your breath. I know what I'm doing and yes I'm still gonna love them when I'm 80 =) I am kinda spoiled but I am the youngest and only girl in my immediate family, so don't bitch. I do work hard for my shit and I work hard and play harder. Speaking of playing hard...I may be a born Yankee, and proud of it, but I love getting muddy. Going muddin' and taking the four wheeler out to get covered in that beautiful Georgia clay is like my heaven. By the way, when you let that clay dry on your vehicle...it becomes a gorgeous orange color. Try it =) I am honestly sick and tired of stereotypes. No one is a can of soup. I have BIG plans for my life and nothing is going to stop me. I am not one to plan a lot of things b.c I prefer to take things as they happen, I find that to be more fun. I firmly believe that karma will get back to all of us. I've seen it in action on a couple occasions and I have felt my share of it because yes I have made mistakes in my life but you learn from your mistakes so don't tell me I'm an idiot for wanting to try new things.
I absolutely looooove to sing and I secretly think I'm pretty good but you will never get me to sing in front of people by myself. My favorite thing about the year is probably my birthday b.c it's all about me, not for the presents, but because I feel very loved and considering I left all my friends in GA I've missed them terribly.( I still made some down here who are all awesome) I also love Christmas time because, if you're not shopping, there is something in the air that just makes it seem like we don't live in a very screwed up world. i have contemplated never having children because why would i want to raise kids in this world, especially in this country. And my favorite person is running it.(not the HUGE sarcasm) I'll keep my money, guns, and freedom, you keep the change you idiots. I love to write, especially my opinion, hence the reason I do this blog on occasion. I plan to spend the rest of my life playing with people's hair because I love it and if it's a passion then I'm gonna be good at it! I firmly believe that if your career is not something you love doing, change it. Why be miserable if you have to do it everyday? I always have a very, very strong belief that the government made and keeps religion to keep control over people, at least the one's who believe, and now people who believe have become so accustom to it and  feel so safe by believing in it that if they believe anything else then they will freak out b.c they don't wanna see reality. I find that every religious person I meet, no matter what religion, is their own personal stupid.I have a very harsh opinion about religion and usually try to keep it to myself. The same thing goes for our oh so awesome government. I would personally prefer anarchy. Hell yeah it would get worse but like they always say, "it's darkest before the dawn." I have found that when people ask me who my favorite bands/singers are; I just find it best to say one's with talent. Just in case you didn't know...I'm a fluent smartass.
There is nothing I want more that to live in a little 2 story house with a big white wrap around porch and lots of land filled with horses and a dog or two. I want to live in the middle of now where just outside of a little town. For some odd reason I have this desire to live in Maine. Everything I've ever heard about it is that it is just an absolutely gorgeous place. 

I'm sure I'll add more late but I'm tired =)