But It's not fair.

It was a second home, it was something that was going to take me to the university I have been dreaming about since I was a freshman in high school. There was nothing that could stop me, I was getting better and better as time went on. Bad things happen when you least expect it but nothing could prepare me for what I was in for. I never wanted to stop cheering but apparently fate had a differently plan. I cheered at The Thunder All-stars for 5 years and you can ask anyone of my friends and family, I was in love with it. Leaving something that has taken over your life, in a good way, if not so easy to adjust to. I wish I could sit here and tell you that it gets better and the 'missing it' goes away but I will not lie to you. If you have to leave a sport you absolutely loved than I am not the person to talk to for advice. It has been 3 years and there isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about it. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason but the answer I always give myself is, "but it's not fair." PeAcE Out.